I shouldn’t be here

Teisha, your story deserves a real writer. I am in love with your story above every story I have ever read, it has ruined me for other books. How can I possibly ever become good enough for you? I’m reaching for a goal that is not only unobtainable, but I feel my attempt is disrespectful to you. You deserve someone so much better than I. I’m sorry it is me here instead of someone more deserving of you. My only grace is that your story is one of growth, one of reaching for what you cannot even see, yet your heart feels it’s there and you reach anyways….. I am doing the same…. in that way, we are walking together, each reaching for a goal so far out of reach, we can’t even see it…and yet we are both brave enough to head out and fight our way towards it, fighting and also spreading our own humanity along the way…. because what’s the point of achieving anything if you aren’t surrounded by love.